not much to say really stories and fantasy is ok for these sort of things not real life.
annabella sent my new book angels, about healing, mediumship, psychics.
she started young too.
not good sometimes when you pick up everything thats going on, soak it up.
you can train yourself to switch off. i havent learnt how too yet..
i,m a novice.
i just love listening to people they fascinate me..
when me and mam went to durham id make her sit in the market by the market tavern.. that was the only seat then.. and id "people watch"
..could have stayed all day..

when out of action some of the senses and abilities are defunct ,with me its lacking evergy so i over compensate by using other senses, i study peoples faces.. read them like a book, the few i see, its usually the 2 in here..
i scare my son.. id scare me too...

if i watch telly i know who isn,t well, i overcompensate too by using ears.. listening to everything, even silence..
thing is some things i hear affect me big time.. and not in a good way..
i piece things together like a jigsaw..modern day miss marple.. i do it in here,
i question every single thing i hear,. ive had to live by my wits..

start me off searching for an answer to a life problem give me the jist of it and i,ll be there before the person who,s asked.. and prob. be able to second guess where they are going next, before theyve even thought about it themselves.
its just an ability. theres no medals to be had for it quite the opposite.

yet i fall short when it comes to myself cos emotion gets in the way.
mixing it all up.
im in here yet i still know whats going on out there in the world.

maybe i,ll be better when i watch some t.v., real world. mutya,s right, real girl.
only way to go.. id have been ok if id been well. out and about. fresh air.wide open spaces.can,t have everything. make the best of stuff. no choice.

thats what i,m doing over the weekend. t,v some reading. d. dancing.
the parks looked lovely over the last few days in the sunshine.