I,m changing my tack now on here, ive got to.
ive no voice anyway so may as well talk only of positive things it doesnt change things
. so its anybodys guess how i feel really from now on, .
i spend time thinking.

plus ive talked myself to death and still no body got me.
and at the end of the day im an open book.
i wouldnt know how to mask stuff you need a degree in psychology for that, i havent got one. although thats the one thing id do. cos the workings of peoples minds fascinate me.

but it gives me a headache trying so, with the m.e. i had to give it up.