if i have to be on the sidelines of life sitting here in my kitchen in front of a screen till im well then i can do that,
i,ll just plan and look forward to what? a life basically.
i dont feel cut off now thats the thing with angels.
and i witter on on here to myself.. day and night cos its company for me..
im my own best friend.

stars this week are, my hands are tied,. doesnt mean im dead. im very lucky.

theres a little blackbird in the back garden . and the bluetits are back looking around the greenhouse theyve been here since xmas i thought they flew south.
they come every year,
its too early for black birds to nest anyway, but then it is spring. quarter of the years gone..