was gonna phone the doc again today i have to have more bloods taken before the clinic the thing is i already know it all. what to do and not, theres no cure. no magic pill.
the m.e support at chester le street are there i dont bother them now cos theres nothing anyone can say that i dont know myself.

the first time i rang i shook for ages before i could pick up the phone.
confidence so low scared to do anything that would bring on the brain symptoms,
15 years ago when i first had symptoms, misdiagnosed cos there wasnt much awareness of it, infections, all encompassing tiredness. freezing cold. hurt to think.
my son played football in the swings near us, i laid in bed could nt move.

god is good.