guardian angels.

Ive decided i,m gonna just pretend ive gotta gaurdian angel keeping me company cos thats what it feels like, sometimes, like this afternoon, then i lose heart, forget,
but if i try to remember at all times.. thing is even if not true, i,ll never know for sure either way so ive gotta choice, believe or not.. so i,ll believe, theres no harm in it,

I know there are people much worse off than me, but it feels such a long time. I get fed up.
i never used to, but i think we change. change comes to us all.
might tidy my craft drawers later.

I,ll be up late but then if i get tired i,ll just tittle off..see how i go.

I think jobs that give the most satisfaction are in the caring profession, cos you are giving, most pleasures gained by giving.
I was in hospital twice with miscarriages, 2 , age 21, and cried all the time over summat really silly just cos i hated being without my make up , i had teenage acne, real bad when young which is why i was shy basically, i hid and makeup was the only way id venture out. the nurses sat up with me all night for the first 2 nights .. stars.