just surfaced. i shouldnt blog at this time of day cos its misery anna basically...everyday i think im doing ok then,,well im not at all. tears dripping, im ashamed to admit it and i wont be doing it again cos its not right things should be locked away. which is summat im used to,cos when i was at home its summat i got told off for.
so i just stopped doing it then later on, it turned to fear .

my sorrow has always turned into fear...gonna have a cuppa. perk myself up.
itll not work cos its the same every day, crying for my life..............

whenever i cry my face turns pale.so its really not good wonder why god designed us to cry, tears ect safety mechanism. tears are full of stress chemicals so its the body getting rid of them..doesnt cheer me up at all..
.didnt eat my lunch which caused consternation. beef yuck.
.i,ll try a piece of cake easier .
.there must be many other people feel cut off and lonlier than me.. in a world i used to love.. always..
where did she go ? the lass from durham...