raining here...windy too..ive gotta try to think forward and i can,t i,m stuck. spooky stuff again.. just from no where, feel as if a steam rollers gone over me twice ..ive things to sort in here and ive let them ride.. new 3 piece in the morning, new table n chairs but its causing a bit of conflict.
so i just pulled a face..if anyone knows why my lifes turned out like this please give me a bell.

theres things i can,t even think about...or i,ll be off again..right on time.
.god i need a holiday just by myself.. please.. just in the middle of a deep dark forest..
little house, like the ginger bread house..

ive been put under a spell, 2 or 3 weeks ago..
i was doing ok ..then i started having the "feeling".. and thats very unbelieve able cos those things just can,t happen ..not even in movies, fairtales ..where fairies bewitch you..
thats the only place, im not thinking about it.. i cope with it during the day cos its just me but then..later ..