retreats

off to look up the retreat in yorkshire. can,t remember the name. yorkshires not too far away. sure i can hitch a lift on shanks pony,
I love gregorian chants, if i go i,m asking if i can stay for 2 weeks just for a complete change and see if i can do it. sleep in a different bed..they sound really nice folk.

not fit enough yet, i can,t go if there are people with drink n drug probs, i understand it and it doesnt change the person underneath but ive seen people in drink,, im too frightened, they change into aliens..and drugs a no no.
went up for a rest cos i was in the dog house.



too much time at the computer apparently, ive gotta bad foot. big bruise and i hav,nt knocked it. posh folk wouldnt say "bad foot" they,d prob say,?" i,m very anxious about my foot".
but it hurts like ninety. i give everything up to the universe now anxiety helps nothing.
reading coincidences. d chopra has a good theory. coincidences are gods signposts we,re on the correct path with our lifepath.