my own music on stoned love trex robbie..just a few.. got up sat in living room had a cuppa 10 mins.. in kitchen rest of day till 2pm, went up for rest , back up 3.30p,. kitchen again.. spoke about 3 sentences dads back from hospital its good, but he,s frail, helped mam choose a new hoover..
knew i shouldnt have started talking about it,... i truthfully want to go back there...
can see it all in front of me...i,ll never manage without my mam how pathetic a woman of my age saying someting like that, but its true..
whenever mams been ill so have i. too..

two peas in a pod i often wanted indepndence from her but never could have it, just to see if i could do it,
ive never learnt how to fend for myself.
think if you have kids you should strive everyday to push them away from you so they can survive alone.. i,ll have no one..