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what would i do.? head straight for the countryside, thats it, sit on a hill and gaze at the scenery, when it gets dark, gaze at the nightsky, the stars,..daisy chains, bird song,
but utter peace n quiet,.from voices...and external interuptions,,

.when i was first ill i thought if i had a tent, bags of fruit plenty of water id shoot up to hamsterly forest, wander into the middle, park the tent up stay till im well.
thats all i would have needed, no help, no medical intervention, not much to ask,.. intuition guides you.
it,ll never happen cos it,s not practical, i know that of course i do, nothing i ever wanna do is practical.. hamsterly forest wasn,t practical, theres sheep, cows, creepy crawleys, robbers, lord knows what else,
think i,m very discontented, but will have to get over it, after all i used to be ok, i can be ok again i say po faced.