Im sitting pondering the universe looking out of the window.. as if tomorrow would do daydreaming... think ive had a chill pill ...how long will it last? heaven knows.
my 18th...bought lots of drinks by well meaning people i suppose..mixed...came out of garden house...half way down the road , on the pavement....fresh air hits you.. never again since then.

remember 2 lads who worked in burtons helped pick me up 2 canny lads.. genuine.
xxx took me home sick on the bus really really awful behaviour.. ashamed of it...
xxx stayed over at a lads nearby, i remember thinking how could she do it,,what a loser he was..skin head,
really , rough
she wouldnt be told still went back for more..if id stayed out my mam would have had the police out in force. the army.. even the fbi.
she called for me next morning for work i was too ill to go in,, i thought she looked dreadful so it musnt have done her a hayporth of good