Ive wondered lately why i think in this mindset. young at heart, ive never been any different. think when you have hardship and im not whining just making sense of it, i think you stop growing i read that fact somewhere. you stay the same "head age" .

studying my chart sez aries are the first sign of the zodiac the emerging sign, the baby, never grow up, my sons the same in his middle 20,s shows no sign of settling down, the eternal peter pan.
i honestly think when im 70 if i ever get there i,ll be exactly the same. but its good. and i refuse to conform or change to fit in with society.
these are just thoughts ,the underneath. waffling on,
im ok on the surface.