when betty took me to see the babies i thought,
im never getting married cos i dont want one of those twisty things......
as i got older i thought im never getting married cos i dont want to be washing nappies on my honeymoon i had this vision of lines of nappies strung out across the decks of the qe2..
why the qe2? lord knows..i cant even swim...what if it went down..

and i thought also, age 13..maybe.. im not getting married ever cos thatll mean
actually having to sleep with some one else, a thought that worried me to death.

why do kids think like this or is it just me..?
worry, long before things happen ...pre empt....weirds the only word for it.