11pm

its just so eerily quiet..still......
i,ll have to try changing something next week, have a different outlook. lord knows.. but somethings gotta be done, my cuz birthday so i,ll make her a card,..then house is quiet so i,ll tidy, radio in the background.... think if i could drive id be out so maybe i,m inbetween time, getting ready for change... it,ll be weird but ive outgrown this.. new horizons beckon... ..but ive become so used to this kinda life..it,ll be really weird too.. at the minute it doesnt fill me with gladness...think its called transition..

ive just had a thought .. sometimes you,ve gotta step back and just leave things up to the universe, trust and let it work its own magic...