happiness

jayne once emailed me to say "gillian we are meant to be happy" i could understand that but not very clearly, how can you make yourself happy when theres others to consider without seeming selfish.? well it,s starting to dawn on me that unless you do make yourself happy first, and healthy, the people around you won,t be happy either, so really it,s back to the drawing board for me.
meg the collies just had nearly half of my chicken curry, taz is asleep, for the record the blogs about me and the 2 dogs no one else nothing else, which is the only way, ive no right to mention anything else and have no intention of doing so,

anyway i,m too busy with myself, ian mentioned the rules of blogging so its just me i,m afraid,the dogs don,t care either way.

I got meg from a lovely home age 5 weeks and what a star she turned out to be,
i,ve had dogs before but she,s the best, without a doubt, such good company.
i,m off to watch trial and retribution, i like linda la plante. I think its gonna be a while before i,m out ive just walked next door for the first time to post a get well card i,m tired...