I wander lonely as a cloud....

monday morning and i,m having another day off.......low energy symptoms back with a vengence since coming down with flu last week, everyones had flu but you can bet your bottom dollar i,ll have it hanging on for weeks.
so it,s a listening to radio day......
looking out of the window towards durham, the cathedrals wreathed in mist,
it,s a view i see every day and love it, it,s amazing to think it,s stood there for nearly a thousand years, makes me realise we are just tiny grains of sand in a vast universe,
one of my fave places durham,..its raining too.. it,ll not bother me, i,m not able to get out yet, but look forward to "mooching" the countryside under my own steam in the warm summer sun...... it,s been a long time coming,
striving for my own personal freedom to go wherever i like whenever i like, whenever i choose, and stay out as long as i want.....my own boss..... i,ve been so "fed up," thats the expression....while life passed me by.....i,m not suited to restrictions,
i,m the active type, likes to be on the go, usually bursting with drive and energy the days were never long enough, .

I sang every day, anywhere, to other folks annoyance usually ,
i ignored them...never wanted the good times to end but stop they did, full stop...it drives me bonkers but ive had to grit my teeth and put up with it..... until 12 months ago i didn,t even have the energy for a mobile then was lucky enough to be given one for xmas then my parents bought me a computer in may 2007, mainly for shopping, i think i went a bit overboard in the beginning enjoying being in contact with the outside world for the first time in ages..its taken some getting used to..

maybe later i,ll make some handmade cards it,s a hobby i love. it,s therapy.....
i print angels and fairy images on the computer then stick them on cards for birthdays ect. it just takes me out of myself.
an hour at the computer is about the limit of my energy, then it,s rest time... i,ll read and much later flitter about looking busy, but not doing anything constructive really.
I,m downsizing my teapot collection. i have many and love them all but possessions just harbour dust taking up valuable time, so it,s minimilist for me in everyway now........
although my friend gave me 2 before she moved house a ferris wheel and a lovely green flowery affair, i,ll be keeping them...forever...