also it was quite by accident that i named the blog an angel by my side.. it just wrote itself which is spooky too.the thought, how it came to me i just didnt think about it.
.also when it happens i feel better, something that hasnt happened for ?
well i cant ever remember feeling like this ,, ever since i was young in fact when i was young i didnt feel it. where to next ? trust in something higher at work..