dreams...

reminds of a dream..ordered half a pig it arrived hale n hearty, butcher said his saw was rusty so i had to keep it in the back garden as a pet............nee music on... so its alicia no one, daddy n faith every breath..i,ll try and keep sensible....wonders may happen..

must be summat in the air cos me n sons been at it again he pushes my buttons both aries....all over "nowt".......

picked myself 2 angel cards out freedom n trust the 2 things ive been looking for, for years..
yet cant ever find cos i dont know what they are or what they look like...how do you know if you dont know what it is... ?

ill never be able to trust again not without worry fear,really, of the same thing happening again, the sudden drop, from a great height,
yet i still put myself through it for years why ? well, heaven knows..
....................its my loss...