im staying here in the mystical ether for a while,, im just not cut out for pushing myself through into places..its got too scary lately for shy girls they say shy bairns get nowt ..its a chance i have to take for now,,im not like others..when i first began... no one knew the courage it took to do it putting myself on the line up for rejection ridicule im not tough,, im just me... ive been under tremendous pressure just doing it..

since nov the pace has been a million miles an hour im weary burn out..
oh lord my candle it burns so bright every day every second through eternity its alight..............