surfaced. very quiet out no wind, son got back ok, i know cos his bedroom door is shut. must have been about 3am thats it really except weekends. ?

don,t like them,and ive got that feeling in the pit of my stomach well 2 actually but ones like , cant explain, don,t know cos have nt had it before, not anxiety, summat close though.. fear of what? heaven knows. it doesnt feel good either way, life ? still bamboozled by it.
and ? i definitely don,t understand it....