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basically i wish somebody would come along with a magic wand cos if not.. i dont know whats gonna become of me..nothing short of a miracle will help.. ive known that for ages.. since last autumn..i coudnt do as much as before, i would work late on now its just bits.
.i,ll get my thinking cap on.. ive done it before, this isnt a first for me.

i cry every day.. in the kitchen everyone unawares which is just as well..it would be..
panic stations....... ive just gotta try different things....boring stuff......
and theres absolutely no way round it....

i dreamed the words a while ago "coming to the same conclusions".....
yesterday words "nearing the truth"...