changed music,.. this is...try cheer myself up, summat fast upbeat uptempo mind blowing..............................................................................
sons out footys on in living room so i can do it...

im like rumplestiltskin..waking into a world thats passed me by.. thinking of me and how folk can get me wrong thinking she,s unfeeling, uncaring but you see thats just how wrong folk can be and no amount of me saying different convinces anyone,
,so its great living my life yep i have a ball every day. top of my tree, popularity sky high,
done it for years but you know what ... i pretended to be ok so i didnt get folk down,
who wants to hear me bleating on..i tried to lift others when in contact..
so im just the clown that puts his make up on.. its all i can do till ive got my energy back so that i can change my life..

I have nothing to give, so i just tried to give of myself..as much as i was able anyway,
heart n soul,

anyone wanting more would be disappointed in me while ive been ill.
id just be a big let down....then everyone would be in a rajjy..
thats what happened once. a long time ago,, bout 4 years.