return to innocence.

5am up cos ive got earache..having a cuppa im freezing too.! listening to t.s.

The blogs always been about a journey, renewal. thats all "nowt" special.
mam sent a pre packed sandwich round ate it at 2am, brought on dreams,.
sometimes i write them down i could see lyrics bridge over troubled water recently,

last night, alone again naturally g o sullivan singing in his cap,, really plain and very weird. wonder what happened to him.?
woke with a start at 4.30am which is happening a lot, same time.
I have recurring dreams, one about egypt, the other since before xmas that i was being tricked.,.and nothing was as it seemed..

just before chapel anniversary. it,ll be the only one.

Ive just googled alone lyrics, i heard song years ago but words don,t always sink in.

bridge over troubled i listened to in the kitchen at home on a carry about record player.
we were,nt allowed to do that in bedrooms, anyway our house was freezing upstairs,
no central heating, cold but healthier, more folk have germs since cozying up with all mod cons.. we need healthy bracing fresh air.

we were,nt by any means poor but i still was put to bed everynight with a stone ginger beer bottle filled with hot water at my feet, i was still "frozzen".

what a racket when it fell out of bed.
mam would shout me up for school and in that half asleep dreamy state id shout back,
" he,s in the wardrobe" ive no idea who he was,
hated school with a passion and never wanted to go, id pretend i was ill, the only good part about school was assembly, i just loved the music.

I remember every song. all things bright and beautiful, fight the good fight, onward christian soldiers....thinking if i had to choose a fave, ( keeps my mind occupied) theres other songs i,ll never be able to listen to again..