yesterday out 4 times. last night in the dog house..something small insignificant, you have a choice.. listen or don,t ... i don,t...
block everything by counting to one hundred..works..

asleep early..woke and went out with meg..1.45am can,t believe i,m admitting to it..
but streets are quiet at that time. i,m used to it from the nights i waited up and still do esp at weekends waiting for offspring coming in from those dens of iniquity....


stumbled on a quote site.. discretion is the better form of valour..
if no one believes it becomes the proverbial self fulfilling prophecy..
true for me..ive never trusted or believed anyone or anything for eons,..
no trust no joy, esp where theres fear..

and magic.. i didnt think it existed..but i realise now..some people have it inside, for what reason ? ive no idea.....all i need next is to find out why me..and how far can it stretch..thats about it really..
out into the garden..