cold and dark out. raining like yesterday. it poured .the weather.
in reality what else can you say on these things. blogs. nothing much. of any importance anyway.. eyes of the world.

when you discover you can pick up in a psychic way how do you live in the real world ?
come down from that plane . that train of thought..
its the only thing ive done. dont know any other way now.

dreamt of summer middle of july i was counting the weeks. wish i could jump from here to there without this middle bit. not a nice place to be.
plus i dreamt i couldnt breathe. truly a nightmare. was thinking how will i manage, what will happen to me if it gets worse and i have no breath at all. not good